I knew I let you down.
I broke all your trusts.
I hurt you and left you in pain.
I ignored you and assumed that you're doing good.
BUT,
I really need to know do you really love me?
Do you really need me?
or am I doing it alone?
Because if it so, I'll leave.
It's not that I don't love you.
But I can't see you in pain anymore.
And I want you to know that it hurts me too.
And yes, I wish I could turn back time.
Trust me, I never thought of hurting you.
That would be the very last thing I would do to you.
I rather leave alone.
So if you wish to go, just go.
Never look back and feel sorry for me.
I will always love you.
Do you hear me sayang?
I LOVE YOU.
and yes I really miss you sayang.
I'm sorry for everything.
Jealousy is a major part of me.
I know its hard to understand me.
I'm not asking much.
Just ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM.
nahh it doesn't matter anymore kan? its okay.
Take care sayang!
